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Tuesday, 22 July 2008

Monday, 30 June 2008

  • My nightly thoughts

    So while I watch c-span tonight in an effort to dull my brain into sleep, I was thinking about yesterday, and I just feel a little bit betrayed by my shrink.  When you have been seeing someone for so long(professionally), I think there should be a trust that's more than just the regular patient-client confidentiality thing.  And to just peddle his wares for an extra pad on his paycheck just seems a bit of a betrayal.  It has also made me begin to think why I see him.  How is talking to him helping my situation.  It is nice to have someone to talk to, but do I really need someone with a PhD to talk to for the effect I want?  Well, back to C-span....  _uacct = "UA-4853225-1";urchinTracker();

Sunday, 29 June 2008

  • You know me, I'm your friend, Your main boy, Thick and thin, I'm your Pusherman

    I had my lady friend over last night, and I may have scared her a bit because apparently I was talking in my sleep... a lot... and she said there was a period of time that I was sleeping with my eyes open after talking in my sleep.  I remember dreaming but not what of, and she wasn't able to tell me exactly what I was saying.  I remember as a kid, I would sleep walk from time to time, my parents would find me in the morning sleeping in random parts of the house and i wouldn't know how I got there.  And a few times while camping I accidentally collapsed the tent by trying to walk through the walls in my sleep.  Be kind of weird if I started walking in my sleep again

    I was at my headshrinker this morning told him about all my recent sleeping issues, life issues and so forth, and at the end he tells me he wants to change my prescription, and I had noticed on the way in an advertisement in the lobby for this particular med, and on his office desk was a large file folder with the brand logo on it as well.
    I'm sure everyone knows about how doctors, shrinks, and people in the medical field are paid by the pharmaceutical companies to encourage people to take their new stuff.  I've been going to this guy for 3 years though, so it kinda makes me lose faith in him that he's pushing this on me for a few extra bucks.  I told him I'd stick to what I'm currently taking.

Thursday, 26 June 2008

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